INTRODUCTION

my name is the loner. i'm alone, lived in a big city full of crimes. everyday, i wake up with nightmares and i go to bed with tears. for no reason sometime, but mostly cause i'm alone. i have friends but they do nothing when i'm sad. i have family but we never talked about our feeling. i live in dejavu, day by day. i have lover but he only love me without wanting to live with me.

in this black board, hopefully i can live the way i want it be. i'm so sick of living in pretending. and i'm searching for my eternity. so..if there's any visitor here..please, just read it without judging it. cause i just write to explore my loneliness. .